March 13, 2008

  • i left the office at a decent hour, actually a little bit early... i just couldn't be there. i couldn't focus. i'm just not present. taking advantage of the mild weather and a later sunset, i took a run. 4.35 miles. it felt good.



    but was the exercise canceled out by the fact that i stopped on my way home and picked up some beer? it seemed like just the thing - have a nice quiet evening, gather my thoughts, and drink an ice-cold, delicious belgium beer. so, here i am on beer number two and the result is that i've started jotting down a bunch of thoughts on some of the silly drama that is currently occupying the space in my head. i'm tired of not feeling like myself... and i think that's the bottom line. i've gotta get control back of me...